my heart...bear before my king...before my lover...

I'm tired of coming home to an empty home...
I'm tired of going to bed with an empty soul...
I'm tired of feeling so lonely and wretched...
I'm tired of feeling so fearful and scared...

When does love show it's face?
When does love reach out it's hand?
When will I feel your touch on my shoulder?
When will you come to me, and rescue my heart?

For in despair i feel the cold touch of fear...
For in lonelinenss I wonder at eternity,
Will I feel this way forever?
Will I taste of love so sweet?
Will I run through fields of colour?
Will I fall before your feet?

It's in your eternal hands i find myself.
Begging for grace and mercy for my soul.
It's in your heart i see true love and peace
Struggling to hold on to the things i see.

You've come from far, and held my hand,
You've come from heaven and touched my soul,
Yet in this moment i fear the worst,
To be alone for a moment would kill me...
Would bring me down to the deepest of terrors,
Would shatter my heart and my soul to pieces,
Would be to much to handle, to much to bear
Would all in all, break my heart this night.

So, i come to your chamber,
I come to your feet,
I come to the foot of your bed where you sleep,

I've come to ask forgiveness,
I've come to say im' sorry,
I've come to repent for all i've done,
And hope to feel your Glory.

I've sat in silence for far to long,
I've sat in depression for years on end,
I've stood in loneliness that my heart can't bear,
I've fallen to the ground; sad, broken, and crowned.

You lift me up, You sustain me still,
Yet my heart cries out, and understands so little.
All within me cries for more,
And everything around me screams in pain.

I've lifted my eyes, once again,
I've lifted my ears to hear your voice,
Please come to me
Please hear my cry
Please see my face
Please touch my eyes,
Please let me see
Please let me hear
Please bring me peace
...as i drink this beer.

In all the darkness of the world, there is one that's peace bring silence so still. I've felt this peace, I've felt Your hand, I've come to love Your word and heart. So bring me peace oh Lord yet again, Please bring me hope for this weary heart. My head hangs low, my heart is heavy. My peace is gone and my strength is weary.... In all i am, and all i hope to be, my question to you is ... "Please set me free..."
Sin has gripped me
Pain has torn me
Hate has filled me
and Rain falls on me,

My heart is cold and dry and broken,
My life is old and cracked and smoked...

I cry a tear, for this love so dear,
I wait for your hand, to come heal my heart.
I wait for you love, to show me the land,
the land that is promised, the land that is plenty,
the land that is due to bring me my bounty.
The land that You've built, the land that You've nurtured,
All for this one heart, all for this one life.

To walk into promise,
To walk into hope,
To stand in your presence,
and taste of your greatness.

To fall at your feet,
To break in your love,
To lift up my hands
For the truest of Loves.

I come to you now,
I come to your thrown,
Please forgive me for sins,
Even ones that'ar unknown

bring healing to my heart,
bring restoration here,
bring health ot my body,
bring peace to my soul.
all that i am and all that i've been, i commit to you now, from now to the end. I know i will fail and i konw i will curse, but in times of my trouble, i feel you so close. So, bring to me healing, and bring to me faith, for in all of my life, i want to bring you all praise. I need you right now, and for ever i will, need your presence and love, to fill all of my being. Please come and sit near me, please come and hold close, to my heart i will ask you to put the Holy Ghost.

As night goes on steady,
As day comes so early,
I will lift up my voice and my hands to You only,

For thine is the Kingdom, the Power and Glory,
Forever and ever, and ever Amen...